hi today back to update my blog le, today morning went to work, reach work around 8am lucky i not late haha.siaz work till 2 plus then i go, raining so heavily lucky i reach MRT then it rain so i lucky, starting to like to work lucky le haha.

Yesterday in church learn something new, it like i can learn something new every week if i can learn everyday it be better because i know that i still not perfect in me, sometime even i myself will hate my own self.

anyway sorry Yvonne keep saying that u are bad even i know u are not, i don't really know what u think of me, maybe u think i am bad also, because i really think that i am bad, in me every path of me is bad i don't know how to say also, have i change to be a better person, i don't know also.

I still cannot really trust anyone is because i still got a Fear in me which i have not counter it, till i can forget this fear a lot of thing is keep inside me till i gone, i been betraye by my closer friend that the reason that i been keeping thing to myself, don't blame me also, if u truely want me to forget this fear, i might need to deal it alone, how long it take, i don't know.


Sorry to all my friend also, hope u people can forgive me.